Selasa, 09 Oktober 2012

In a Slump?

Is anyone alive out there?

Long time no see. I mean really, really long time.
The title actually sums it up. Maybe it's not like I'm in a slump, but I somehow managed to lose my passions.
Yes, not even a single story I have actually is continued. No matter how hard I tried, words just wouldn't come up. Now, I really curse myself for that.
*sigh* Even though I said I really wanted to be a writer. I still do, though. But, at this state...

Well, there are some moments in life where you have to stop, I guess. The moments when you have to think about what you need to do, and what you will actually do in fact. Though, I think I'm thinking too much (oh the irony).
Now I have many ideas, and unfinished stories. Too many, in fact. I have the ideas in my head, but somehow it just won't come up in words. Well, I'll try again later, though.

I'm not saying that thinking is a bad thing. It's just when you're thinking, you are not actually doing anything at the moment. You stop, and you're thinking. But life is not all about thinking. Sometimes, you really need to live carefree.

But, somehow I lost my passions to do anything. It's not like I'm living just to have fun. Heck, even when I'm trying to have fun, everything turns to be tasteless. That's when you lose passions to do anything.

Now I look like a rambling child that lost his toys. I wonder when will I come to my sense again...
See you later... at a not fixed time...

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